Current location:	6202a
Current mood:	Happy
Current music:	| Highway Chile Jimi Hendrix|

| Delux |
So why was it that I disliked Santa Cruz the whole month of October? It all changed one night when I was taking the bus home from work and the bus announced, "Bay and High (UCSC entrance)". I realized that I have nothing to be nostalgic over or lament. I'm in college and doing a fine job at that. I'm living what people dream about. My nights have been less booze filled but at the same time I've had a great time the times when my nights have been spent drunk. We had our first party in the apartment two weekends ago. I'm 19 now. I have a great lover with amazing parents. Ron is taking Yuk & I to Evita on Sunday. Ahhhhh. Thanksgiving break. I'm so stoked. I wish I didn't have class or work tonight. On the bright side? All my SoCal flatmates have left already so I'm smoking all I want in the apartment. Great success!

Oh my god. Jimi. I feel so cliche when I profess my love of every and any song his vocals are on but it's true. He's sexy. He's the sixties. He's liberation and freedom. He's a high. He's better when high.

So this one time I thought one of my Scott's Valley Peetniks was incredibly cute. I wanted him but I couldn't have him because I am obviously not single. So I was my fucking self and he fell into my little web. Talk about incredibly awesome for me but what do I do now? I'm in this situation ... again. He knows about Yukio though. His brother told him. Maybe Mark left out the detail I've been long term almost two years? I'm just going to go with it. And Sean fell into the web too. My fucking God. This one little girl is going to cause so much fuss at Peet's. I guess I never stopped being that big fish in a small pond. And to think! I get all of this without ever putting on a stroke of makeup, being slightly pudgy, and completely myself. I guess I am that awesome. Maybe that's why I have completely ruined 3 different people at different times. Heh. Their fault. Not mine. Shit! I sometimes even get the ladies!