Current location:	60202A
Current mood:	So Peaceful
Current music:	| Gotta Serve Somebody Bob Dylan|

| Splooge |
Why is it that rum smells like what I feel alcohol should smell like but I don't like it? I have a good 2 -3 shots left in this bottle of Bacardi but I can't bring myself to drink even one. The scent makes me just ewwww. Fuck rum. Tonight, James & I drink 40z.

HIM:

Btw: I stole that sweater for a good month

Anyway... Shit is basically back on track. I found out I'm earning B's in all my classes which comforts me a great deal. It's sad, but B's are my goal and so far I haven't gotten anything lower. The only thing I'm a little pissy about is how much money I've spent this October. I mean, I'm still a lot richer than I've ever been in my entire life but ugh. Santa Cruz doesn't piss me off (basically is what I'm getting at) as it has been doing. Like, from about October 15th until this weekend, Santa Cruz was making me want to abandon everything I know. Just fucking skip town. But really, I wouldn't accept ANYTHING in exchange for me to go back in time. Here is now and here is fucking good.

How is it I can so easily jump from being so low to being on top of the fucking world. Granted I had to have Andrew Peasley spell it out for me that he's not unhappy with me, but nothing much else is different. I just have super confidence again. I guess it's all mind over matter. I'm going to be Mark (coworker) for Halloween on account of the fact I have to go to work Wednesday. Oh! I think I'll go home again this weekend. Napa has been absolutely deeeelish since I left for college. I saw Paddy-Poo (of Napa Peet's) Saturday. He was absolutely adorable. He still has the thing I drew him on his locker. If I didn't know any better, I'd think he likes me as much as I like him. Oh, you'd have to see him around me to get it.